Verse
So I said to her, "Where did you go?
Did you leave this for me?"
A place where everyone falls to your eyes
A place where no one speaks a word
Chorus
And I know I can't be the one alone
In this, cause I know I'm right (I've said it before)
I knew I said way too much to you
When a week was so long at night (on your bedroom floor)
Verse
You never meant much so how did I know?
Count the days cause they're too short
Open doors have been empty for years
So why the fuck are you still waiting when I'm gone
VERSE
I guess I never thought much about you
its not like it's every single day (or so i said)
Well I know, just how far she can go
Before reality finds her words (now i'm thinking)
Cause everyday I'm finding the next best thing
To what keeps walking away (as life repeats)
But I'm sure this won't be the first time.. or even the last
CHORUS
Cause now, I'm just that stupid kid who can't find anyone
Cause girls haven't meant enough in the past 16 years
But when one of your best friends finds who you really are
What I can say.. they're right, they're right (more than they could know)
So go take a load off your feet
Play your favo
doesn't match up, doesn't agree
needing you more
than you need me
i fall only the faster
just don't close the door
hating, destroying temptation
honest use for explanation
[CHORUS]
i moved too fast that time
seeing isn't believing
a sorry through rhyme
a misstepped kiss
broken to see you leaving
i love you, cause it's only you
believe me now if you could
give me the chance to prove i would
[/]
don't move on, now first forever
terrible ideas i now change
just don't say yes to whatever
what's all ready perfect
can never be fixed
what's so beautiful and kind
i'll never let go
[CHORUS]
i moved too fast that time
seeing
With weight on my back
Trying to get out under
Was it something lacked
A lonely night to wonder
Silence laughs as time slows
I can forget that night
As long as you know I tried
Can't keep the secret you lied
[CHORUS]
So it becomes another move on
Another try to understand tears
She had always meant no when she said yes
So just don't try to complain
Because I'm the one you're driving insane
That's what friends are for, missed the fact that she's a whore
You said I was trying too hard
You said love is closer than it is too far
[/]
I'm trying to keep it all up
Fake a smile, Cover a laugh
This was so easy for her
That I hate
Chose the wrong way down
Choke on your blood
Chose the wrong way out
Choke on your hate
Kiss the lies you create
Why not for a change
Watch the lights as you fall
Willing cry as you remember
Waiting... Waiting
[CHORUS]
Scream at me
Lose the name
Can you forget me
Feed the flame
Heark to change what can't be loved
What's bled, lost, explode, beloved
[/]
Breath in, Can't smile at fate
Breathe out, Use me this night
Breathe in, Loveless to sedate
Breathe out, Lonely at this height
Wait for the world to reel
Kiss those nights, hold and heal
Swallow your fear and control
Don't wake me, Press to the lips
Silentily... Silent
God damn
Happened again
Few more girls
Like him instead
Trying to laugh
I've got a problem
But it's not fucking yours
(YEAH!)
[chorus]
So I join another life
Gone in a week, often less
Who cares, I don't
Where can it go from here
Trust this hate, I won't
So, where does it go from here
[/chorus]
Oh jesus
Slipped again
Fall back to one
Guess I'll just
Try it one more time
And now as she pretends
She's so Un-pre-dict-able
(YEAH!)
[chorus]
So I join another life
Gone in a week, often less
Who cares, I don't
Where can it go from here
Trust this hate, I won't
So, where does it go from here
[/chorus]
Holy shit
Go
All you need is to know how to hold on to someone
Stop and take a step back, and think before you speak
About how much things means to those who don't run
Take time and care before you memorize the next technique
[CHORUS]
Killing future love and friendship
Is what makes her be the bitch she is
Putting herself first, failing relationship
She tells herself she's grown up to be his
Handing love out for temporary use
Then screw him over, give an excuse
[/]
Why do you hate her? Cause she's a bitch, that's all
She's angry because she knows what I'm saying is right
All the routines she played, drives them up the wall
She'll never lear
Jesus Christ, she said, I hate my fucking life
You're all so pathetic, I have to do everything
I wish someone would do something
Do anything, just to stop this pain tonight
Just fuck off, he said, nothing is ever good enough
For you so just shut up and stop complaining
I should just leave, I don't care, Why do I put up with this
Always so fucking angry, so what does difference does it make'
[chorus]
I just watch from the sidelines, holding my ears
I can't listen to this anymore, I just want to run
No one wants a holiday, there's too many years
How the hell did he ever think she was the one
I want to leave cause this shit is never
Another reject joins the rest
I crashed, failed the test
(I want to) I wanted to stay
(Why did you) What did I say?
I cannot leave here just yet
You felt like we had just met
This hurts me, do you know
Your tears so fake into the snow
I'm falling, falling once again
I said I loved you, only then
Stop wasting your time on me
Trying to explain so I can see
Your useless thoughts. my pain
I'm so lost, feeling sick, the strain
Why is this so hard to pretend
That I like you as a best friend
I'm cold and drowning in this
No pride, thrown into the abyss
You think things are better this way
The want to kiss you, I'm pushed away
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Current Residence: Clarks Summit, PA Favourite genre of music: Pop-Punk Operating System: Tiger MP3 player of choice: iPod Skin of choice: My Own Favourite cartoon character: Hobbes, from Calvin and Hobbes
hey there fools! listen up.. here's the lowdown for what's been going on.
i just started swimming this morning.. tis a 4:30am practice, 2hrs long, 6 days a week + with weights after school on mondays, wednesdays, and fridays which lasts about an hour.
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scary shit ppl. SCARY. SHIT. i mean it's doable, but my mood's just going to get worse from the lack of sleep.. i know this much = so.. this should be interesting. as i can see it, as long as i can make it to xmas break i'll be happy, cuz i'll prolly be switching to abington come january ^_^
a fair amount of ppl all ready know about my switching schools at prep.. which they're pissed abo
Another update cuz I know how many people love to read about these. Influencing the world is what I'm doing right here.
So.. a new song posted that's kind of old now. I'm sure I could write more.. I can think of at least 3 good topics to write some lyrics to, but ehh, no reason to yet. If I can get into a solid band, then I'll start writing more often.
Prep goes pretty well, no problems or anything. McGrath (latin teacher) scares the hell out of me and I wrote him down for the most nerveracking thing at prep for this questionare we had to take ^_^. But I have to guess most freshmen are as scared of him and his jug as I am. I have Loftus for
I know no one reads these. So.. I'll jump right into things and make this fast. My girlfriend broke up with me a while ago.. though at this point I don't really care. She was just too damn slutty.. she changes her mind practically every week on who she likes.
What else? The band goes decently. Though we're still looking for a guitarist, we do have a vocalist now.. I think. Sean (letterbombed) just wrote a song a week or so ago, and that's what "Another Move On" is written to.
I'm practicing my drums every day for about a half hour to an hour. I have all these popped blisters and calluses all over my hands.. so they kind of hurt. But it's fo